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Saturday, 5 January 2008

I skip along the beach, waiting for seas to dry
The gulls shriek cries of warning, the moon looks from up high.
I want a place in this world, is it too much to ask?
I want to stop now, much much longer will this last?

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Sing a song of sad things, does it make you cry?
They won't stop tormenting me, why do they always lie?
The pain won't stop hurting, will it ever fade?
Why don't you save me, or is it too late?

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Once I could see the stars without torment
Life was perfectly happy for me.
Now the feelings come as a mad torrent
Loss taught me lessons I couldn't see.

I would give the world to see you again
To return to those precious nights.
I want to see your sweet smile again
As you're lit by diamond lights.

In the dark the nightmares entrap me
Into a world of eternal hate.
I kept pretending you were there with me
Now I realise that it's far too late.

I should have known it would never change
My indescribable twisted fate.
After all I should have realised
That you're already dead.

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Time after time I've tried my hardest
Time after time I've been beaten
Time after time I've tried to escape my destiny
Of a future splattered with blood and tears
For how much longer must I continue this terrible fate?

Time after time I've died
Time after time I've seen friends killed
Time after time I've seen them grow tainted with red
Staining the air with fear and hate
I've seen the madness grow in their eyes...

Time after time I've seen the flames of hell
Time after time I've watched the world crumple to shreds
Time after time I've witnessed demons awaken from their sleep
Renting the air with their cries
Defeating me once again...

Time after time I've lost
Time after time I've tried
Time after time I've lost hope
But this time I'm going to try again
This time I will win
This time I will see it through to the end

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