DAMNED depressed.

Failed Maths. D7. Ms Chan wants a talk with my parents about that.

Literature is deproving. A2. Barely. GAH!!! Even Brenda manages to beat me for Lit!!! What the hell is this world coming to???

Drama. 80. Not bad. But highest scored is 88. T_T

And even my Science doesn't feel so great anymore. Someone in 2e1 scored 91.

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91!!!

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I'm considering giving up Gaia - but of course, my items remain mine. ^^ I'm selfish, I know I am. But can I help it? Anyway, they're virtual items, so it doesn't really matter. Right?


...

One thing.

Do you know why I've been putting up all those conversations-with-myself-blogposts lately? It's cos I'm going crazy.

That's right.

I'm going nuts here.

Wanna know why?

Why?

Oh shush. They don't want to hear you, remember?

Oh, yeah, I forgot. *sulks*

Tsk. How you abuse my inner side.
So anyway, I talk to myself now. Cos I've got no one to talk to.

Why?

You know. That's why you were created.

Oh yeah. Because people leave you alone now.

Uh huh. So I make imaginary friends to talk to. I mean, I can't spend 8 hours at a time talking to no one. I'll go insane.

*Pats my shoulder* There there.

And you know what?

What?

They aren't happy with that. They don't like you. They don't want me to talk to you.

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If this were a movie, theirs would be the climax of a horror one, right now.

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O.0 I've finally cracked.