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Unless of course, I was James, Laurent, Victoria or any one of the baddies. In that case, I just want A happy ending

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Tuesday, 17 July 2007

Oh crap.

That's the least vulgar thing on my mind at the moment.

I mean... My life has been going really downhill. It's not academically; if it were, I would have slit my writsts by now. But....

The past few days I've been getting stomach cramps. Really really really bad cramps. Like I'll get all sweaty, and I feel like fainting. It's horrible. I can't even stand up striaght.

Ouch. Take some painillers then.

I'm swallowing two to four panodols a day. It's not helping...

Oh and f*ck. I lost my green file. The file with all my manuscripts in it. The Shadow of a Dream, and the new Avatar one I'm writing. And my research. Bloody hell, that's my entire year's work.

I feel like slitting my wrists and just watching the blood flow. That story has been my life for some time now.

God... What am I supposed to do? The contents of that file are irreplacable. I can't take this, having both physical and mental pain at the same time.

Â -close your eyes ;